Bloodlust

Yo,
yo
Canvas walls breathing slow
Pine drip,
cold air flow
I smell the frost
tent light bleed
Hand on the dirt
where's my need.
Reach right ck rifle gone
Reach left ck bag's gone
Blink
Ceiling white
Light hums long
Not the woods
Something's wrong
Strap locked tight drawer hum,
steel click
Brain fog thick morphine sick
Hold the tether
don't lose grip
Body says stop,
mind says rip
Sound of rain
glass on tin
Face in a window yeah,
I been there again
Flash of chrome
target grin wide
Thousand slaves each
hit his pride
Joker with a kingdom,
fiends in rows
Counting lives by the
drip he knows
I said ck,
ck,
kill,
clean,
quick
He laughed
He turned
He slick
Pedal slammed,
taillight smear
Chase lit red,
no fear
Yeah
Rifle gone,
pistol in seat
Eyes wide open,
breath off beat
Breathe ck kill ck
Every tick tick pulse slick
Tether tight faith thin thread
War don't sleep it
live in my head
Tick tock pulse
city breath thin
Wake half dead
metal in skin
Hold
that tether night still bleeds
Pain ain't gone,
it plants new seeds
Kill the fear kill
the calm kill regret
Blood runs slow,
but I ain't dead yet
Tick tock hum breath
like lead
Hold that tether move ahead
Windshield cry wipers drag
Rubber scream ck ck flag
Left lane blur,
frost flash blue
Turbo spool,
target in view
He's laughin' mirror grin cracked
Catch me,
ghost,
that's the fact
Engine growl gears grind hard
Street slick glass
life on guard
I see him twitch,
lane drift right
Ck ck ck
eyes lock tight
Pedal down fury hums
Metal roars destiny comes
Rear bumper kiss siren light
Tires scream white ck ignite
Steel fold,
window shatters,
sparks rain red
Rubber peel off silence spread
Skid,
slide,
bounce,
bang
Smell of smoke nerve pang
Glass in teeth,
blood on hand
Still breathin'
Still stand
Target spun,
hood bent broke
Steam hiss loud,
black smoke choke
Didn't mean to kill
just stop the game
But sometimes the tether
snaps the chain
Street gone still echo hum
One more ghost
under my thumb
Drag his body
eyes don't blink
Face pale white blood ink
Rain turns black,
night turns mute
Heart still race,
hand still shoot
Muzzle flash or memory spark.
Don't know which everything dark
Silence
Now the air smells bleach,
not snow
Walls white,
no shadows glow
One eye bandaged,
hand still scarred
Hospital hum peace feels hard
Nurse voice echo
you're safe now,
rest
Safe.
I laugh beat in chest
Safe's
for them
that never see war
Me.
I keep the
tether forever more
Gun still near
drawer click sound
Pistol cold comfort found
My hands remember
ck ck grip
Trigger finger tremor,
lips drip
Brothers in my head
cold wind calls
Hold tight,
Olli we don't fall
But I'm already halfway gone
Half here,
half frost,
half war song
Doc says rest,
says calm,
says peace
He don't know
demons don't cease
Every drip
from the bag a prayer
Every scar a
name I wear
Tick tock pulse metallic sin
Wake up rough fire within
Hold
that tether ain't no rest
Ghosts line up,
test by test
Kill the fear kill the
calm kill the shame
Ollifax breathes blood and flame
Tick tock hum
breath on thread
Hold
that tether don't play dead
Ck,
ck
Kill,
still
Hold
Hold
Tether
I'm never home
but I'm still alive
White walls
or warfields still survive
Yo
Forest gone
Gun still near